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Episode 3: Losers of Chaos

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Content Warning This is a heavy one, friends. It contains a discussion of self-harm, mental illness, suicide, homophobia, and violence against members of the LGBTQIA+ community. Please take care of yourself, and use the resources listed below if you need support.

This week Andrew + Kirsten explore the dark and disturbing world of Norwegian Black Metal and the violent scene it spawned.

Character Chart

Key figures in the early Norwegian Black Metal scene


Timeline of the events discussed in Episode 3: Losers of Chaos

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National Suicide Prevention Lifeline

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The Depression and Bipolar Support Alliance offers these and many more resources for those experiencing suicidal thoughts or other mental health crises. 

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